i cannot stress how tired i am now...
most projects and presentations done..

one more case analysis and one more individual presentation to go..
should i be glad cause i can go home after lesson or should i be stress because this shows that exams are nearing?

oh well..

if only time can go to 24 Nov 3.30pm!!!!

i'm mentally drained... i wonder how am i going to study for my 2 tests next week..
lagging far behind for stats... ):

can somebody save me?!!!?

here i am blogging while waiting for my team members to arrive.. they are always late.. haiz.. this will be the last time i'm meeting them for this project.. hopefully next semester will be a better one..

less than a month to exams.. and exactly a month to my last paper.. haven't start revising.. no time.. too many projects, assignments and tests to complete.. oh well.. that's how uni life should be right.. busy with all the stuff till you go crazy -.-

haha.. realize that i have been ranting and ranting about sch and uni..
maybe i should try to love sch and uni.. then i won't rant so much..

i'm always looking forward to the weekends because that's when i can relax a little and meet lover boy.. though sometimes both days of weekends are use for projects, tutorials and assignments..
but at least he help to make me relax more..

and... i guess there won't be any birthday party for my bdae.. can't really find a place and i'm busy to plan stuff also... so.. it will just be another day.. haha

can't wait for 24 nov afternoon to come soon.. that's when i would finish my papers and 1 mth plus holidays are here!!!

jia you!!

another 2 more presentations to go and there will be no more presenting!! (:
but.... this also means that exams are nearing... in less than 1 month i will be having my exams.. oh well.. *stress* there is no time to study when projects end 1 week before the exam!! -faints-
why isn't there a study break?!?

i'm thinking if i should get the stats solution guide book.. since i'm very lost in stats and getting that would help when i'm practicing the qns.. and... the guide book ain't cheap! it's 30 over bucks... considering that i'm kind of broke now.... *ponders*

no sch this fri! yippy! can use the time to finish the marketing individual report due this sunday... so many things to do and yet so little time..

back to my report again......

been really busy and tired... rushing projects till late night.. not having enough sleep.. because of the tiredness, i wasn't listening during lectures.. haiz..
just hope holidays come soon.. really need a good break..

should i be glad that the grade i had for my report is better than what i expected or should i be sad that the grade i had is lower than than the class average?!
i guess i have been putting too much effort into the grp projects till i neglect my indivdual report.. am i silly to do so?! when one of my grp members ain't putting much effort into the grp one and scored higher for the individual one.. and the individual one has a higher weightage!!!

i do think i am silly.. haiz.. but the grp project results was not bad.. but it's only 10% and i feel that we have been putting in too much effort..

oh well.......

project presentation next friday.. draft report due next friday..
presentation 40% done.. draft report 0% done..
and, my damn cool team members want to meet on sunday at 6pm!
damn freaking pissed off.. 6pm.. do what sh*t?
they don't seem to see the sense of urgency.. i'm really tired..

why do i have these kind of grp mates?! argh!!!!

i shan't let myself be taken for granted again..
and, i'm telling myself this will be the last time.. and, i meant it..

anyway.. lover boy da jie's wedding dinner was great! food was yummy too! esp the mango dessert!!
and he got a really big piece of shark fin for his shark fin soup!



shall continue with my project .....

feeling very emo and disappointed ):

i screwed up stats test and i didn't do well.. was rushing against time and the qns are kinda tricky.. or should i say all those are just excuses for myself..
i hoped and aimed that i will do better.. but, it didn't turn out this way..

am i not prepared or i don't understand the topics well enough?

): ): ):

things are getting more and more busy now.. more reports, more projects, more presentations etc etc.. just hope i will be able to handle them well and not breakdown again..
how i wish i was working again!!!

i should be revising stats now.. but.. the computer and internet is too tempting for me!!
ahhhh!!! just hope i will have enough time to finish revising..
don't wanna score too badly~~

sometimes, i wonder.. is it worthwhile to put in so much effort..
i'm just unlucky, i guess...

been spending a lot lately.. ):
shall control my expenses...

till den~