and yes.. wat can i say? i lost my student card. bleahx. didn't noe tat till ytd nite.. when smth behind my head keep asking me to find my student card. and i search for it, and i couldn't find it.
oh man.. how bad can things get to... pls.. i dun wish to haf any other bad things happening again.. oh man.. can't take it!! and.. 4 more days... can't wait!!!

hmm.. went to sch for bstat lecture. kinda stupid la. 9 to 9.30. wa... haha. cause he only tell us the topics tat will come out for each qns. sian. den my next time lecture is at 3. so many hrs in between. we skip bstat tutorial. hehe.
hmm.. den the guys and gals went to bukit panjang plaza to eat.. den proceed to wen yong hse!! haha. didn't haf things to do. but the sofa is nice to sit. haha. laughters here and there. haha. kinda fun la. haha. there is no more sch till next fri which is the first paper. hmm.
still dun haf the mood to study. haha. hope it will come soon. haha. :)
because of you by kelly clarkson is a nice song!! haha. got meaning oso!! :) :) :) hahaha. but den, i believe in you. hahaha. :) no worries!!

ytd go out.. today go out. alamak. no mood to study for exams already. how how how. the thought of studying, the thought of going to sch really turn me off. haiz.
plus... some things happen oso. haiz.. anyway, i did enjoy myself today!! haha. funny. but wasn't really in the very happy mood cause of some things. exams are coming. den i will haf the first paper in 1 wk time.. oh my... and exams will finish in a wk time. fast!!
juz hope it will be over soon. it is a torture!! ahh!! haha. wat shd i do abt it??? ignore it? at 10.52, yes yes. ignore it!!
anyway, feeling beter at 10.52!! haha. den... i receive hugs from dee, car n rach! real hug. so happy!! cause i needed it at tat moment.. and.... i feel their care and concern!! thanks gals!! muacks!! :)

:) HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! happy. :)

hmmm.. valentine's day coming!! haha. nothin much to blog abt oso. haha. went to eat outside today as it is chu 15.. haha.. this week only need to go to sch for 2 days. haha. hmm..
happy happy today!! haha. hmm.. wat can i say.. haha. den i found out i am such a blur sotong la. my cousin study in ntu, and i keep thinking is nus. den i think i make a fool out of myself. haha.
exams are round the corner. sian!!! juz hope.... time will pass.. so exams will be over soon. but, the studying period sure draggy one. nvm.. can one!! haha. :)

hmm.. had ocom last table topic today. get back my first topic. enhancing energy conservation. eh.. i find tat last wk was better than this wk. hmm.. thanks to trudy oso so tat i am able to say. haha. :) hmm.. den went bowling wif the guys and girls. haha. nice game. haha. fun!!
hmm.. lots of things happen for the pass few days. make me realise lots of things. hmm.. haiz.. i really dunno wat to say.
too many things happen till i dunno wat to say. i have been thinking too much already. imagining too much things. the feeling now isn't great. really.
will miracles happen? will my wish come true? will i get what i want? i feel the ache. really. i dunno wat i can do to help u. now, i understand and but i dunno what i am suppose to do. i guess i always make u angry?? i dunno. sad.
i want to know what you are thinking, what you are feeling. don't leave me in a pool of question marks and expect me to guess.......

hmm.. had cip presentation today. it was alrite i guess. hmm.. den.... the day was alrite.. den not alrite.. den alrite.. haha. ok. i am crazy. but kinda happy today la. haha. :)
i am slacking now. den is like.. no mood for anything la. haha. den is like..... dunno how to explain. haha. anyway, the life now is gd and bad. hmm.. ups and downs.
but, i think i will be strong ba.. i hope so. haha. tat's all. tata!!

ok. fine. i shan't think abt it anymore. muz be happy and smile. :)
hmm. had my first grading table topic on fri. haha. and i got the topic helping employees keep work life balance. hmm.. i still find myself going round and round. but this time, no long pauses, and i manage to say for more than 2 mins. hehe. there is gg to be another on this fri. hope i will be able to manage oso. :)
thurs haf the zest finals. hmm.. the sch i am in charge of did not win, haha. nvm la. expected la. haha. but, kinda boring la. but there were jokes here and there la. haha. den saw jin tai ppl. np open hse ma. haha.
sometimes, i do haf the feeling of breaking down.. cause i can't stand it anymore. but den, some of my friends's words, encouragement make me strong. it is telling me not to give up. cause of them, i hang on. but den, i won't bottle up my feelings, i will find someone to talk to. hmm..

i guess it is a rountine or habit now. haha. but, i'm loving it!! :)

oh man. what the hell la. so damn angry!! argh!! fed up man. pissed off. angry. idiotic. can u juz like understand ppl feelings for once. oh man. dun always think you are right la. argh.
what can i say. juz shut up.
getting more and more irritated.
i had enough.