hmmm.. trying to take things easy and not giving myself too much stress.. hope everything will turn out fine..
but.. lectures and tutorials are getting tougher and tougher with each passing week.. haven't digest and understand the current stuff and new stuff are taught.. haiz..
and i'm so looking forward to the one week recess break i have!!! though i believe it will be flooded with projects projects and more projects.. -.-
went to my grandma hse today.. it's sad to see things turn out this way..
lover boy gotta so stand by for one week, so, it will be one week plus till i get to see him.. ):
no physical support from him.. but, i knw he will support me mentally..
till den~~
i am sick ):
and it feels terrible to be sick.. feeling so restless and no energy..
and, i can't do my tutorials cause i'm sick ):
nothing is going right, everything is going wrong..
sometimes i wonder, did i really make the right choice..
seriously, it is not easy..
nobody and nothing..
disappointment again and again..
i cannot believe there is such a person on earth.. the person have previously arrange and agree, during the class itself and last min, and it's really last min, the person choose to make a different decision, make a change that benefit herself and don't bother about the rest..
if there is an intention to change, why the hell arrange it earlier..
and, this is not the first time from this person..
#$#@$%$%
damn pissed off and worried till i can't concentrate on tmr seminar's readings and stats tutorial.. argh
crap...
yeah! i love Wednesday! (:
cause there isn't any lectures, so i don't have to read through the textbook and don't have to do tutorials... (:
but i think this kind of Wednesday gonna last for another week only.. soon, i guess there will be seminar stuff to do and so on...
and, i so hate communication modules....
today ain't really a good day for me.. thought i could finish stats and start on my econs.. but... in the end i only manage to finish stats.. and i can't believe i took almost the whole day to understand and finish up the tutorials.. haiz..
maybe i'm really that slow.. ):
gotta do econs another day and without the textbook really make things more difficult..
anyway.. i will try to enjoy my weekends before hectic sch life starts again next week..
first week of sch was okay i guess.. though i was alone most of the time. (i did talk and make friends though) haha! i guess i still manage to catch what the lecture is about except for OB and Econs. the lecturers CMI.. haiz..
and the textbook ain't cheap!! ranging from 40 plus to 50 plus.. and i've got another 3 more textbooks to buy.. sigh..
oh oh! lover boy got off today and he met me after sch (:
then i went to attend my make up lecture at night and he was sweet enough to send me to BL before he went off..
no sch tmr! yippy~~ gotta read through the textbook and understand and do my tutorials tmr.. hope the mood will still be there.. but i've got no econs textbook!!! -faints-
still thinking if i should go to sch tmr just to get that book....
and, i so miss going to sch with dee they all during year 2 and lover boy during year 3.. it's really different.. somehow uni ain't as united as poly.. though i see some classes meeting up for lectures and so on.. but not my tutorial classes..
thought of gg swimming tmr too.. but... can't.. sad-ed..
i wonder why ppl will just assume something and accuse ppl of something when they don't understand the whole part of the story..
till den~~
sch's gonna start tmr.. feeling kinda anxious and a little scary.. really hope everything will be fine.. *prays*
orientation was okay i guess.. though for those who came for orientation for my tutorial class are all JC ppl.. -faints- the stress is greater now.. how i wish i really can take i easy..
had dinner with lover boy's family at Seafood Paradise after that (:
watched Hangover on sat.. movie was alright, but not as funny.. and some scenes are quite gross..
went bugis, shopped around before heading home and then here we go for Sakura buffet dinner.. (:
Monday's coming to an end.. ):
*please pray for me*
went back to my workplace to meet my ex-colleagues for lunch (:
thought it will be kind of werid, but, it's not.. still their same old crappy self! haha
hope things will remain this way! it's nice lunching with them!
shopped around before heading to do my facial.. my face is getting worse and worse.. oh man..
and, i can feel the stress building up.. how i wish i don't get stress easily.. then i will be able to take things easy..
orientation tmr.. hope everything will be fine and i will make some friends..
it's gonna be a long long day tmr..
till den~
went to check out where is my class etc with dee ytd..
it's been a tiring day sia.. walk here and there under the hot hot sun.. legs were tired.. hope i won't get lost on mon..
thanks dee for being the tour guide!! (:
packed my room/table further today.. left the shelf and i guess my study environment will be ready for sch.. haha!
it's so sad that my make up lecture is from 7pm to 9pm!! ): so late.. haiz.. but no choice..
today marks another month <3
till den~
blogger's posting box is real werid.. i wonder if it's my computer that is having the problem..
matriculated and got my timetable.. oh well.. timetable is really sucky.. i got 2 hours break for 3 days!! -faints-
gotta rot in school and i hope i will have lunch partners..
and, i didn't manage to be in the same cohort as the only friend i have. ):
please pray for me that everything goes well..
left with only one week to settle my stuff and really be prepared for sch..
somehow, i'm still not really prepared.. living in denial! hahaha
oh oh! and my exams finishes before my bdae!! yeah! though the dates for exams are also sucky -.-
had dim sum buffet with lover boy today (:
eh.. kinda regretted eating.. cause i think if we went to a better restaurant and order ala carte, it will be cheaper.. but.. it's nice la.. but.. didn't really eat a lot..
shopped around before heading to make a new specs.. and, the price is kinda ex ):
all expenses going out even before sch starts.. tsktsk..
you know, no matter what happen, you got me who will be there for you (:
till den~
