it's the end of first week.. hmm.. ifa teacher seriously cannot make it. oh my.. wat can i say.. haha..

had kfc buddy meal for lunch den back to my sec sch today.. yupyup.. haha. glad seeing them again.. sec sch gonna merge and is called clementi woods sec sch. oh my!! so.. eeee.. opps..

walking in the sun, i feel like sweating it out by playing games.. but den, i oso feel like walking in the rain.. feeling the tiny drops on my skin.. and. i wan to fall sick oso!! ok. i am crazy..

didn't had much appetite for dinner too. but mum nag at me.. so, got to eat..

i noe it had been a hard time for u these few weeks.. i dunno wat i can do to help u.. juz hope tat u will be fine.. wat i wish for now is to see a smile on your face. a laughter from the bottom of ur heart..

rainbows. raindrops. sunset. stars. smiles. laughters. tears.

hmm.. had eaa presentation today.. yeppy!! it's over!! hahaha. another project down. left wif one huge project.. when tat is done too, den no more projects!! woohoo...

gummy bears sweets are nice!! hahaha. but my mum say i am still a small kid. eat these kind of sweets. but she oso got eat, so she is a small kid too!! hehe.

lalala.. and and and.. i didn't noe the holidays is in aug!! woohoo.. haha. 28 aug start holiday. okok. yes i noe. juz first wk of sch n i think abt holidays.. haha. can lalala.. or mayb find job? but in the end sure nv find de.. hahaha.

and ya! one term over le.. until today den i found out tat erena having lessons at the same level at the same time as me.. juz like one classroom away.. hahaha. and, she is still so hyper and so crazy..

and ya!! egg tarts are nice.. woohoo.. esp when the crust is the cripsy kind.. not the nuar nuar de.

lalalala. (:

hmm.. i guess tat is part n parcel of life. so, yupyup.. haha.

lalalala. i pass my fmgt!! woohoo!! haha. so happy. yupyup. and offically down wif one project.. haha. lalala. tmr, another project down. yupyup.

nothin much to blog oso.. i think. hmm..

didn't really haf appetite in eatind dinner. but den, still force myself to eat. haha. if not. i sure kena de la.. haha.

juz hope everything will go smoothly.. (:

went to bai bai today. yupyup. juz hope tat everything will be ok and fine. haha. (:

den had steamboat. yupyup. nice nice.. haha. lalalala.

sch gonna start soon. lesser time le. haha. hmm.. the thought of sch.. kinda sian la.. haiz... but den.. mayb when sch actually start, it isn't tat bad.. haha. mayb still in holiday mood ba.. hahaha. nvm. i believe it won't be tat bad.. haha.

i dunno.. but den.. juz feel kinda werid.. hahaha. anyway, tmr last day for me to lalala at home le.. haha. gotta make full use of it by stoning. hahaha. opps..

and.. why muz time pass so fast.. can't it be slower.. i wanna haf longer time.. more time.. pls... ok. i am asking for the impossible..

pictures..


lalala.




boy and girl.. (:

i am waking up later and later each day.. opps.. haha.

went to dee's hse for projects.. it ended early!! woohoo!! 4 plus.. yupyup.. the sardine puff was nice. though i dun eat sardine. haha.

back home. aft lala-ing, went to take a nap.. opps.. juz too tired.. mayb oso cause of..... den wake up for dinner..

had a late late dinner.. hahaha. cause dad n bro go the army thingy.. bleahx. make me this gal starving.. haha. AND!!! my watch die on me.. so sad!! gotta change the battery le.. provided i remember to bring out..

my didi nv bunk in wif me le.. kinda of not used to it.. used to sleeping on the floor le. haha. sch's gonna start soon.. oh man.. lectures n tutorials once again.......

thanks!! i am really glad to read wat u write. really glad. thanks for tat gal! u enlighten me.. woohoo.. (: u take care k..

why did i do it.

i shouldn't haf done it.

i regretted.

argh.

tears.

heart aches.

my bro is back today.. he is not back yet at this time.. but he will be back soon.. yupyup..

will be doing project tmr.. hope it is juz for a while only..

and and. i am having steamboat on sunday. yupyup.

tat's all...

out wif my spoon and my other half.. dee.. hahaha. it's been so long since we go out together. haha. hmmm.. my first experience of eating xiao long bao is wif her. haha. nice nice. den we order wo tie and spring roll.. aft all these, really very very full. feel like a dumpling.. haha.

den we went walking around. hahaha. didn't buy anything.. haha. far east de guava is nice. haha. but was nice gg out wif her though. jokes n laughter.. haha. den i went off to meet jeff.

hmm. den went to my ah ma hse.. haha. den den! my ah ma cook prawn noodle!! woohoo!! very very nice.. yummy.. haha. hmm. den my didi keep talking to jeff. i guess it's a guys kind of thing. hahaha. eh.. but my didi is still a kid.. not guy leh.. opps..

den is home sweet home.. haha. and and and. i wore my new specs le. but when i reach home den i change to the old one. haha.

i am glad u are ok now. heave a sigh of relief.. phew~~ hahaha. really happy tat u are ok le. haha. yeppy!!! haha..

and.. i keep eating junk food. ahhh.. eating n eating. oh my.. pls stop eating. ahhh. stop stop!! haha. and yes. holidays are ending soon.. haha. sch gonna start.. lalala... (:

ok! to everyone out there! i am ok le! yupyup. thanks to u all!! really sorry for keeping it from u all. now, u all noe abt it, dun worry le k. (:

hmm. out to do IS project. yupyup. get clothings from one sponsor le. haha. yeah!! haha.

i am really feeling much better le. keeping things to urself is very xin ku ar! nv will i do tat again. haha.

outta tmr! to orchard den my ah ma hse! can't wait!! woohoo!! hahaha. (:

hmm.. i dunno if u are alrite now, juz hope u are.. i hope i am reading too much into things.. but den, the possibility of it is very low. can someone pls tell me wat i can do.. and wat i did is helping u or making u feel worse.. haiz...

i noe u haf been going through a hard time. and i am not there for u. cause time does not allow us to meet. but den, juz wanna let u noe. i'll be there for u. really. we have been through a lot. but den, it's alrite if u dun wanna tell me. juz, take care, and i juz hope things will go smoothly for u.

hmm.. it is unavoidable to think back. it's alrite to think back. but den, juz hope it won't affect ur mood tat much tat u are feeling down. juz wanna u to be happy and be wat u really are. i noe u are tired and haf been through a lot too.. take it easy den relax.. things will be fine..

i dunno why things haf been different. izzit cause of me or izzit you. or both. i guess is both. two hands is needed to clap. i admit i am at fault too. but den, i dun wish things to turn out to be like tat. i noe u dun say it, but u noe it. i am trying to let things go back to the original.. i believe it will be alrite as time goes by..

went to dee's hse to do IS.. hmm. did quite a lot.. hahaha. quite efficient i guess. haha. tmr gonna do IS again.. hahaha. den yeppy!! no more meetings for projects!! haha. some accidents happen while doing the posters.. lucky we manage to salvage the situation.. haha. think it is alrite.. haha.

yeppy. dinner was great today!! hahaha. yeah yeah! hope u did enjoy urself too. hmm.. sitting at home, lala-ing at home was oso fun! really enjoy it. haha. thanks! (: hope u won't feel awkward too.

oh ya! i got my specs liao! opps. hahaha. a bit not used to it.. shy.. hahaha. hmm. but will wear la. if not gonna get killed by my mama. and my didi laugh at me once he saw me wif the new specs.. so sad... haha.

hope tmr won't take too long oso. hahaha. den can go home n lalala. hahaha. (:

hmm. juz hope u are really alrite. dun wanna see u like tat.. dunno wat i can do to help u too. i guess i can only be by ur side and listen to u. i really do hope u will be fine, will pray for u too!! (:

my bro off to army le.. hmm.. wake up at 6 but den lie in bed till like 6.30. and i haf to chiong. haha. den on the way to the ferry terminal, wa piang! headache seh! aiyo! den wasn't really feeling well..

den reach there le.. wait for a while den bro go register.. den off they went on the boat and i left for pasir ris. i would cry if i went to tekong wif him, as my didi cry. haiz.. and once i left the shelter area, it started to RAIN! and, i nv bring umbrella.. so, i walk quickly to the bus stop.. den call car to see which bus got go pr. in the end, i waited at the wrong bus stop..

den took the bus alone to pr. oh man.. the feeling isn't great. in a bus which i dunno where i will go.. in a place which i am not familiar with. but den.. sitting alone in the bus.. oso not bad la.. haha. sometimes, u juz need some time alone. esp when u are having a headache.. haha. den slp for a while at carlin's hse. haha. opps.

den finish fmgt project le!! yeah! happy happy! hahaha. down wif one.. yupyup. tmr meeting up to do IS.. hope it won't end so late too.. haha.

numbers keep dropping.. haha. numbers please listen to me.. pls increase or stop there k. hahaha. ok. crap.

i think my didi gonna slp wif me till my bro comes home. cause he is afraid of sleeping alone.. haha. till den.. cheers!!

yeppy!! went out wif erena!! woohoo!! hahaha. nice catching up wif her.. haha. and and!! we ate tiramisu!! nice nice.. sorry dee for not eating wif u. but i dun mind eating wif u again!! cause it's nice!! haha. and i oso ate the the the.. roti prata wif sausage.. nice nice!!

we oso sat down and drank coffee! nice nice.. and tat means tat i tonite slp late liao.. hahaha. but den was great sitting down chilling out wif her.. haha.

went practically every part of orchard.. haha. shop shop shop!! hahaha. nice nice.. haha. but was kinda sad for her la.. aiyo. u muz take care leh. aiyo.. see u like tat.. aiyo!!! i oso dunno wat i can do to help u lor.... but den, u noe tat i will be there for u.. (: cheer up gal!! dun over tire urself ar!

i'm glad i am able to meet up wif her wif both of our busy schedule.. lalala.. nvm nvm. will haf clique gathering soon de.. will de will de!!

yes yes. back to projects once again.. oh my.. not enuff time! ahhh!! nvm nvm. i shall squeeze time out.. haha. this is the result of not planning well.. haha. dun learn from me wor.. hahaha.

bro gg army tmr. haiz.. juz hope he will be fine in there.. feel so guilty for not gg to tekong. haiz..

my ah ma call in the evening.. asking me if i coming tmr to her hse. cause she wanna cook prawn mee for me.. she thought i will go today, but didn't. so she call me and ask if i tmr coming if not when coming.. and say she coming, call her a few days b4 so she can buy the ingredients.. kinda guilty n sad when i say i not coming tmr.. mayb will visit her during weekends ba. who wanna acc me?? hahahaha.

yeah!! my mama n didi is home!! haha. bought things for me too!! yippy!! hahaha. and and!! i can slack on doing housework.. opps.. hahaha. my didi say he didn't miss me.. liar!! haha. cause he bought chewing gum for me.. hehe..

yupyup. and my bro gg army on mon le.. haha. dunno if i can dun see him off a not.. haha. cause got project to do oso. so, haf to see how first.. at least now, the hse won't be so quiet le!! yippy!! haha.

and oh ya!! my specs come le!! yeah!! hahaha. hope my mum won't scold me for the price.. haha. oh man.. pray hard..

when will be the next time.. pls dun let it be too far away or too long.. i can't take it.. ahh!!

till den.. cheers!! (:

hmmm.. lunch was superb and great today!! haha. nice nice. corn wif egg.. new combination.. not bad.. sweet cum salty taste.. haha. nice nice!! dessert was equally nice too! *drooling* but den, there were leftovers.. haha. nvm,can eat it tmr. haha.

did some chores here n there.. haha.

den, off to my grandma hse. she called in the morning and ask why i so long nv see her and why nv call her. so, i went down to see her wif jeff. haha. she was very happy when she saw me. she was kinda shocked too. den, my ah ma kpo la. opps.. ask my cousin go buy food for both of us. we have a hard time starving it in.. den watch news and off we go... haha.

at first wanna go j8 to walk around.. but den decided not to. haha. so, we took 166 home. oh man!! so long la, the journey.. but den time pass very fast. haha. shall not take 166 alone.. tat will be damn boring.. haha.

home sweet home.. and mama will be back tmr!! yippy!! hahaha. (:

lalala. did fmgt presentation thingy.. hahaha. hope the thing will turn out to be ok. haha. prays hard.. haha. (:

ard in the evening, we slack ard.. hahaha. i guess we always haf a limit of like 3-4 hrs for doing project. aft tat, it will be lalala time. haha. and, i almost fell asleep on my comfortable bed.. opps.. haha.

ate pizza for lunch n dinner today. canadian pizza. not bad.. haha. feel like a pizza.. opps.. haha..

met carlin earlier to make new specs!! woohoo!! yeah!! got new specs. still half frame.. haha. kinda thick at the sides.. oh man.. hope i won't look funny it in. haha. but quite ex la.. hope mama will pay the full amount too.. haha.

and in... 2 more days, mama n didi come back le!! yeah! but, until this moment, she did not call back.. aiyo.. play till too happy den nv call back.. haha.

juz let time pass quickly and let those things be gone.. let them disappear. oh man.. ahhh!! anyway, joy and fun will be waiting for me.. hahaha. (:



heart make wif m&m's choc!! (:

yeppy! i'm here once again.. haha.

hmm. went to watch she's the man at the cathay today. haha. nice movie! damn funny! hahaha. oh my. haha. bgt a new shirt today too. ok. enuff of spending money.. haha.

aft watching movie, dee n zl went off. so, i walk ard ps first b4 meetin jeff. haha. den i was watching a performance by 2 person. funny funny. haha. den went to sun tec.. hahaha. first time eating subway today. nice nice!! haha. but den.. very very filling la. almost cannot finish. haha.

mummy called me too. i hope she is enjoying herself. but den, it seem like she is worrying abt daddy. aiyo. and my didi is so happy. keep shouting through the phone when i am speaking to my mum. haha.

tmr car,zl n jc coming my hse to do project. hope my tat lazy bum dad wake up early. aiyo!! hope we can finish the project tmr too. yeah!!

pictures time...


nice nice!!



CHEERS!!


me wif dee's specs.. haha.

till den.. cheers! haha. (:

off to carlin's hse ytd. hahaha. all the way to pasir ris.. hahaha.. hmm. the journey was long.. i wonder how she can make it everyday to sch, back n forth.. haha. but lucky got the companion of trudy n cai. (:

anyway, can say down wif one project now. hehe. wif the help of dee n jas chua. i didn't do anything at all. only say 'save' once in a while.. opps.. i am so sorry. hehe. was stoning.. car also cook porridge for us to eat. nice nice. haha.

den today.. wake up at 6 in the morning to see my mum n didi off. was sad.. had tears.. and, my didi keep asking me to go back n slp.. den when i close the door and say bye to them, he didn't look at me. i guess he is afraid he would cry too.. haiz.. den back to slp too, aft tears haf dried..

den off to cai hse to do IS. haha. and and.. her toilet door drop.. opps.. so scary. haha. but funny too. haha. den off to bugis to find for sponsors once again. haha. hoping they will agree.. *cross fingers* my mum called at 4 plus. was so happy to received her call. but i didn't the chance to talk to didi..

den when gg home from bugis, i dun feel like gg back to a home of quietness.. so, i sit at the mrt station and wait for 3 trains to pass b4 i board.. den, i walk slowly home.. and reach home, do some chores and i lalala liao.. yeah yeah!! tmr gg out. not staying at home. hmm. i rather go out than stay at home.. the home is juz too quiet without my mum n my didi.. i miss them!!

nvm nvm. as wat jeff and trudy say, time pass very fast de. yes yes. i do hope so.. i guess i will get used to it too. first time for the first day is always like tat one... the house is really really quiet.. now i understand how it is like to go home wif no one at home.. xin ku ni le.. :)

sometimes, thinking too much won't help. juz let it be.. sometimes things might not go ur way, so, accepting it is the only way i guess.. i really dunno why things turn out to be this way. juz hope it will be fine. haha. i am fine. dun worry. juz some stupid random thoughts of mine. haha.

lalala. (:

ok. this is my third time blogging. argh! hahaha. stupid blogger having probs.. another fun n great day wif him!! haha. anyway, i do hope i will be able to meet snow white and the seven dwarfs during the term break.. it's been so long since we meet up!! haha.

i suggest tat they shd build more seats in bugis.. no little seats.. hahaha. and, we end up 'camping' inside the neoprint machine.. hahaha. den later we sit at the cinema there.. hahaha. i can memorise the shows tat they advertise.. hahaha. opps.

let the photos do the talking now...

black and white world...

SAY CHEESE!!

the green world.. hahaha.

tat's all for photos.. hmm.. thanks a lot for today!! i really really enjoy myself! hahaha.

and and, if everything goes well, can go sentosa!! woohoo!! the sun waiting for me. juz shope it doesn't rain.. hahaha. will be going to car's hse tmr to do EAA project.. hope it will be done by tmr!! dun let it drag on.. hahaha. till den.. cheers!! (:

My blog is finally done with and nicely decorated!! hooray!! (:
and...
THANKS CARLIN FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS BLOG AND TAGBOARD!!
THANKS TRUDY FOR HELPING AND TEACHING ME TOO!!
really really thanks to them man.. hahaha.
cheers!! (:

yeah yeah yeah!! i am feeling much better le! hahaha. aft ytd nite.. hahaha.

anyway, went out wif the gals today. woohoo! it's been so long since we get to go out together.. haha. went to get melvin's bdae present. hahaha. and i guess dee gonna make fun of his shirt.. haha. den shop around.. bgt a new jacket and a new shirt today!! woohoo!! happy happy! nice nice!! haha. (:

shopping is always fun!! hahaha.. it's been quite long since i shop. i think.. hahaha. so, legs are kinda tired today.. hahaha. but, i am statisfied and happy!! new jacket!! woohoo!! hahaha.

take lots of pictures today too. neo prints, on hp.. hahaha. nice nice!! haha. wear dee's specs.. hahaha. not as weird as wat i think it would be. wear carlin's hairband. hahaha. i find i look kidish. but they say no.. haha. and and and.. my little toes are injured.. 2 of them.. hahaha. one bleed ytd.. one injured today.. hahaha. but, nvm, i am strong, so my little toes will be strong too!! haha.

monday n tuesday will be projects day.. hope not everyday is project day.. i need free time. cause i wan to lalala at home.. :p hahaha. cause the house will be mine in the afternoon.. so if everyday project, i won't be at home.. hahaha. and like.... ya lor.. nv make use of it.. hahaha. though at home will be bored la.. hahaha. but den. sometimes, it is quite fun? haha.

anyway... holidays are here!! muz enjoy.. eh.. nvm.. got time, muz enjoy! haha.
and, i guess things will be not tat bad aft all.. haha. lalala. (:



neoprints taken today.. hahaha. nice nice!! cause got my face.. hahaha. kiddin..


Spoon and fork!! woohoo!i look so pale here.. eeee..



My dearest bus mate and me!! lalala.




Tada!! Me and Jeff!! (:

suddenly feel kinda sad.. but tat i am ok le... not mood swing.. juz some things tat happen.. nvm.. it's ok de.. juz feel why muz it be this way... bleahx.
and, for another matter, thanks a lot!! really thanks a lot. i haf nv felt like this b4.. really.. xie xie ni le!!

yeah yeah yeah!! IT'S OVER!! woohoo!! lalala!! haha. i can lalala at home le.
it's been so long since i lie on the bed, and watch tv at a relax mood.. oh man.. hahaha. hmm.. but den, i see projects n projects coming in.. i dun wan..... hahaha.
mama n didi gg genting next week. the whole hse is mine in the afternoon next week! woohoo!! anybody wanna come my hse?? hahaha.
holidays holidays holidays... hmm. i dunno.. it juz feel tat some things are different now.. haha.
read the email once again.. and.. i got tears in my eyes.. hahaha. at least nv cry now.. hahaha. lalala.
lalala. feeling so relaxed.. feeling happy.. lalala. haha. (:
till den.. cheers!! (:

yeah yeah!! back to blog once again!! wanted to blog ytd, but forgot wat i wanna blog.. i as left dangling at the edge of the cliff ytd, but in the end, i choose not to noe. hahaha.
anyway, i was touched once again by him today. oh man.. really xin ku ni le. when i eat it, i got tears in my eyes. oh man.. and, i really like it a lot!! thanks!! hmm. i noe u spend a lot of effort, i really appreciate it. thanks once again!
and, ytd when i take afternoon nap, i had a real sweet dream.. wa.. hahaha. anyway, audit tmr.. opps.. hahaha. hope it will be ok.. den 3 more days!! woohoo!! can't wait can't wait!! lalala!!
counting down.. woohoo.. :)

HAPPY 2 MTHS!! woohoo!! haha. how time flies man. hahaha. soon it will be 3 mths, 4 mths, 5 mths.. so on so on.. hahaha. hmm.. really glad, happy. haha. :)
was touched today too.. aft reading his email.. i cried.. haha. really really touched!! thanks a lot boy!! oh man.. hahaha. i shan't talk too much.. later my spoon will say she is dying of diabetes.. hahaha.
and, ytd, i wasn't suppose to noe smth, but den, in the end, accidentally noe, haha. but, i was really touched by the gesture.. touched by it. haha. :)
lalala. so happy!! haha. i am floating.. haha. anyway, we study ifa together. haha. ifa test was alrite i guess. haha. hmm. 3 more test to go.. hahaha. lalala. haha.
okok. tat's all!! hahaha. lalala. too happy le. haha. :)
thanks a lot!!!!! hahaha.
CHEERS!!

it's been quite some time since i blog.. hmm.. this week have been a tiring week.. wif lessons ending at 6.. finished fmgt project too. haha. one project down!! yeah!!
this sat will be the first test. oh man.. hahaha. time juz flies so fast.. juz hope will be able to do well for test..
aahhh.. test test test.. 3 more days to 2 mths... and 8 more days to end of test!! hurray!!!
hmm.. he is sick.. aiyo..worry for him. hope he will be ok.. and and.. juz hope tat everyone will be happy and able to get gd results for test!! all the best!! :)
i shall improve myself!! really sorry for the things tat i have done tat make ppl sad or wat.. sorry..