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i shall work towards it... the feeling is undescribale.. anyway, it is not as bad as what i think it is ba.. it will be better with more effort.. woohoo!

drank drink.. thought it would make me knock out, but, it didn't.. but, i will sleep pretty early today.. have been staying up quite late for 2 days..

don't say that you will do something when you won't do it at all..
giving ppl false hope but in the end, nothing is done. haha.

i miss the warmth i had..

till den.. cheers!!

lots of things to tidy up and edit for projects. haha. it's gonna be a busy busy weekends once again..

oh, and i so hate next monday's presentations.. sian..

left one paper to get back next tue.. and, i don't expect high on that.

sometimes, i don't know what to do or how to react..
or maybe i should just ignore it... hmm..
however, sometimes, it's really difficult to tolerate it..

that day.....
the warmth from your body will always be in my heart..
a nice feeling that will never be forgotten.. (:

till den.. cheers!

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i thought tears won't drop down anymore..
i just want to be in a dark place and hide in a small corner..
losing what i have cause i took things for granted..
it's my turn now..

cherish the things you have before it's too late..
i guess i understand this better now..

crap crap crap..
feeling so argh..

i give up man.. seriously.. me me me..

anyway, besides that.. went to queensway with jeff.. he bought shirts and shoe.. (: and for me, acutally only wanted to buy fbt shorts, in the end, i bgt another shirt.. haha. opps..
the parting always seem so difficult..
and, i'm sorry for saying the wrong things.. don't worry, i still---- --- and, i hope u are feeling better alrdy.. hugss.. <3

oh! i saw halfy at queensway too! (:
and, thanks halfy for the mobtv! woots!! (:

i shall not let IT bother me.. but still, IT will bother me.. crap..

till den.. cheers!

updates updates and more updates..

can you make my heart skip a beat..
yes, i know you can.. (:

projects seem to be going smoothly.. (: thumbs up!!

outta ytd.. great day with all those shopping.. more more! i want more!!

and and! out tmr too!! woohoo!! can't wait.. another fun day.. yippy! just wanna enjoy as much as i can before sch starts..

i'm so bored at home.. till i start thinking lots of things..
i guess, once again, i'm thinking too much.. plus, the period of the month, and, all the emotions come in and thus.. tsk tsk.. i so in need of a hug now..

sch's starting.. results will be revealed soon.. projects deadline are nearing.. i'm more afraid of the results than the deadlines..

and, i hope i won't crop up any presentations.. *cross fingers*

till den.. cheers!! (:

hmm.. some fun filled things on fri evening and sat.. (:
woohoo!! more to come..

sad to say, not one project is completely down.. how bad can it get.. ):

project-ed today too... but, cause of the cramps, i didn't do much.. anyway, there's fun and laughter in doing project too.. '20.. hmm.. very good..' hahaha..

anyway, sometimes, i realise, i shouldn't put in too much hope..
oh! maybe i should not complain too much oso yeah.. hahaha.. but den, don't complain and say out, my heart can't take it..

till den.. cheers!!

visited my grandma on tue. bgt donuts for her too. had a nice chat with her.. some things happen during that day.. i don't know what i can do to help her.. felt the pain.. tears..
hearing on how you feel when you went back home, i felt sad, helpless.. but, i am here.. <3

beach was next.. a day of relaxing.. but, there was a little rain.. saw a rainbow.. that moment there and then was perfect.. (: fly a kite.. slacked ard.. played sparkles, but, smth bad happen.. seeing you like tat, felt my heart ache..

sandwich. fondue. dessert. drink. chocolates.
smiles. hugs. fun. joy. love.


the perfect sandwich. (:

i guess i'm feeling better after the words of assurance.. (:

project was so slow moving and the hot sunny afternoon makes it more worse.. at least it is faster at the later part..

anyway, great day today. haha. more of it! woohoo!! <3

if only holidays have no projects and we can just go out and shop like nobody's business. that's is just great man!!

to you know who..
cheer up gal!! though i can't help u much, just wanna let u knw, i'm here.. i know it's hard for u to get through this difficult period, but please dun do silly things k.. i love you, and so ur parents.. take care my dear girl.. <3

anyway, i realise, things can really change very fast. one minute it's like that, the next minute, it's another thing..

till den.. cheers!! (:

stayed at home the whole day.. went to eat breakfast with my mum and didi this morning.. it's been so long since we ate together.. haha.

yeah!! (:

tests over.. after the past few days of studying, it's time to relax.. but but.. it seems like the heavy rock is still there.. werid eh..

some tests are difficult, some are alright. hope the results won't be that bad.. it will be a nerve breaking day when the test papers are return to us...

2 weeks of holidays are here.. there's plenty of things i want to do..

out with jeff, zeleng and carlin after the test today.. walked ard, played at arcade and it's home sweet home..

and halfy called me today.. she misses me lots right?? hahaha.. jia you k!! all the best for tmr.. it will be fine.. (:

If I were blue, would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care

till den.. cheers!! (:

2 more papers, 2 more days..

can't wait for it to be over.. i need a break..

14 is the number.. more to go.. <3
thinking back of the 'first' thingswe had, haha.. it brought a smile to my face..
hope there will be more to come..

till den.. cheers!!