well well.. it's been such a long long time since i blogged~

hmm.. mum had an operation.. and was discharged already.. well.. she's still weak and all.. but, still gotta wait for the report to determine if all will be really fine.
i do hope the report won't be a bad one..

and, my right hand have been numb since yesterday.. the feeling ain't good.. it's so terrible.. and, since it didn't went off 4 hrs later, i went to see the doc..
haha.. the doc say my nerves are being compressed, thus not working well, thus the numbness.. he says it takes a few days to be ok.. hope it will recover soon..
hand feel so weak.. even have a hard time sms-ing..

heavier work load from tmr.. hope i'm able to manage them.. but, won't be able to finish them fast enough cause of the weak right hand -.-

oh.. and my colleagues are really really good.. they bgt tonics for my mum.. so sweet.. though i keep insisting that there isn't a need, but they still bgt it..
thanks a bunch!
plus, they will sms or ask if my mum's ok and if my hand is ok too...

and and!! zhi has finished field camp ytd!!!
so so happy to receive his call ytd.. after so so long.. he say it's a tough one.. but, he survived it! and i'm so proud of him!!

till den~

well.. mum did a small operation today.. hope all will be fine.. should be able to discharge tmr and wait for further report from the doctor..

am really really tired, mentally and physically.. wow.. it's a test on me.. pray that everything will be fine soon and things will be back to normal..

told her about how i feel abt that matter.. hope she really gets it into her head..

another 2 more days and i can talk to zhi.. can't wait.. and another 5 days to seeing him! hope time pass fast fast now..

hmm.. it's raining heavily right now.. hope, he's alright and fine at the field camp..

till den~

haiz.. kept myself real real busy today.. never have i done so much things before..
don't wanna let my mind wander around.. but somehow, tears still fall..
seeing my bro trying to put up a brave front in sch, and coming back with tears.. it really makes me sad..
it's difficult to be strong in front of him.. but, i have to..

worse thing is, he's gonna have exams on mon.. haiz..

5 days of no communication with zhi... haiz.. i really miss him lots.. never have i miss someone so much before.. guess it's because too many things had happened and so on..
i really really miss him...

mum's still not ok.. still needs to be observed.. i really hope and pray that she will be fine..

ineedsomeone

cried my heart out. told myself to be real strong, but i can't.
heart hurts, eyes hurts, head hurts..

too many things happening..
money matters, health matters.. and now, my mum's admitted to the hospital..
i wanna see her, but i'm afraid to, i knw i will cry..

i really don't knw how..
what can i do now.. i can't fall.. but, who's there to support me..
i really need a hug badly..

ziling, really sorry about tmr.. will make it up to you.. sorry..

woots~

finally had my tang yuan!! (:

till den~

i miss my boyfriend

oh oh! and i forget to add..

i didn't bring my hp to work today!
i feel so so handicapped. ):

went to zhi's house on ytd..

had pepper lunch.. waited quite long for it.. but, it's nice (:
if i nv remember wrongly, this is my 2nd time eating it. haha!
didn't manage to walked ard cause i'm cramping like hell..

rested at his hse before heading to my grandma's hse for yummified steamboat!
nice (: watched tv, and it was time to go home..
was struggling between taking taxi home or mrt.. my grandma gave me quite a bit of things to bring home..
after much struggling, i decided to take mrt home.. it's much cheaper..

zhi's gonna go for 8 days field camp.. haiz.. almost 2 weeks of no meet ups.. 8 days of no communication.. just hope all will be fine for him and that it's not tough..

oh, the item didn't manage to deliver to the recipient's place successfully..
hmm.. gonna fixed a time to meet up liao.. thought it would be a nice surprise to receive a gift at home.. but, it didn't work..

oh.. now, i miss the old songs that i hear during my pri sch days..












and lots lots more~

till den...

hmm.. haven't been sleeping well for the past few days.. even when i tried to sleep early, i can't seem to fall asleep..

hmm... can feel some competition around.. or am i stressing myself too much?

haiz..

i so miss my boyfriend..

hmm.. work's ok.. though work will kinda late today.. but it's ok (:

haven't been sleeping well these days.. not sure well.. haiz..
maybe too many things are running through my head..

nice song!! (:




cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

till den~~

hope lover boy's doing fine at field camp.. *prays*

HAPPY 28 MTHS (:

well well.. things haven't been going smoothly..
just hope it will get better..

am i really that bad for not talking much to her..
i've got my reasons for doing that, not that i do it on purpose..
i so want to show her more concern.. but, if i care for her too much, then, things will happen again.. haiz..

work have been ok for me today.. kinda shocking.. but, glad can finish the tasks fast (:

and and.. i think i really got to think of some work processes improvements.. so that my year end evaluation won't score too badly...

lover boy gg to field camp tmr.. hope all be fine and nothing will happen..

woo~ and i'm so addicted to this song..



till den~

oh oh!!

and zhi getting more and more fitter~ yippy!!

hmm.. ytd was my intern last day..
well well.. she have been a great company.. too bad, she don't have the intention to extend..
department bgt her a TITUS watch and went to Shin Kushinya to eat..

the food there are nice nice.. (: esp the bbq skwers.. yummified.. but but, it's darn ex.. oh oh! then due to the bill, we get to have 8 free entry to St James. haha..
will post the food pics once i have them..

work have been alright.. changing job scope next week.. but, working hours have been a little longer than usual..

out to bugis today.. didn't shopped much, ain't in the mood and there's nothing much to buy.. hehe..

now i've just started watching 命中注定我爱你..
it's a super nice show!!

till den~~ (:

shucks, the weather have been so damn good for the past few days -_-"