well well..

attended Zhi's Red Beret parade! really really proud of him!
you did it lover boy! (:
thanks Jenn for accompanying me and the drive!

pictures after i upload them..

i am easily and conveniently forgotten..

another 24 more days to go..

am i really hoping too much? guess i only got to make do with what's available..

BBQ on sat was great! (:
nice food nice company nice place.. but, there were quite a lot of leftovers.. oppsss..

more BBQs please...

slacking on Sunday.. wanted to pack my room but was just too lazy to do so.. so, i went shopping instead.. haha!
wanted to get new stuff for school.. but, i only ended up with one shorts nia.. -.-
oh well.. maybe more shopping trips is needed..

another 4 more days and lover boy will be back! (:
i'm glad he managed to pull through the toughest outfield!

i should be glad that there are plans but somehow, i'm feeling kinda sad..
maybe what i expected didn't happen..

stunned~

seriously stunned.. was having dinner when my bro pass me my letters..
received one from NTU.. thought it would be some orientation thing going on..
but.. NO... it's a letter informing me that my appeal to Accountancy is successful! was really shocked and happy.. i didn't knw it will be successful..
reading all the reviews and stuff, the rate for successful appeal is real low..

really really shocked! guess this is a pleasant surprise after all (:

and, i hope, with this, it won't change anything between us..

tired~

went to the PC show on friday.. see see look look around.. lots of ppl.. but very super crowded till sardine packed..
watched Ghosts of Girlfriend Past.. nice movie.. kinda funny and quite touching (:
walked around then it was home for dinner with family..
went to PC show again on Sunday.. and this time round.. i bgt what i need.. actually.. i was only intending to buy printer.. but, in the end, i bgt my laptop too! haha..

so now, i'm broke and financially unstable esp after some screw up person ask me for money again..
oh well.. dunno why i will always give the screw up person money.. i told myself this will be the last time i'm giving.. why should i give all my hard earned money on some stupid gambling debts.. argh..

met up with Jenn and Erena ytd (:
had the prata at the prata shop we always went to during our sec sch days.. nice catching up and chatting abt the past.. though i have poor memory and can't recall much.. oppss...
have more meetups!! (:

10 more days!! can't wait!!

done my online submission and declaration for uni.. still got lots more to do.. -faints-

now, any negative comments makes me vulnerable..
but i knw, even if i voice out, no one bothers, because i'm of no use to them..

haiz..

my admission package is here.. and there's so much things to do and i'm in a lost!! ):
got to figure it out slowly and maybe there will be a need to bombard the school with tons of questions.. haha!

maybe, maybe this time round, things ain't as bad as what i think it is..

PC show is here! not sure if i will be able to get things that i want.. shall go and peak a look tmr (:

oh! and the school's offer on laptops ain't that good.. not much choices to choose from.. *ponders*

old time fav cheese prata on mon! can't wait!

lover boy will be back from his outfield tmr.. and i will receive his call if everything goes fine~

should i or should i not....

till den~

sometimes, things are not as simple as what it seems to be..
sometimes, people tend to figure things out and try to find out the underneath meaning..
sometimes, people would try to ignore the underneath meaning and just let it go..

oh well.. shan't bother too much.. no point..

by right, work gonna end in 2 days time.. but, it's not.. got another 1 mth plus to go..
something to be glad about, yet there are things to be sad abt.. tsktsk..

hope lover boy won't get lost in the forest!

maybe i should just be those kind of people who are happy go lucky and not think too much and let yourself drown in misery..

miss you lots lover boy..

Monsters vs Aliens is nice!! (:
but the cinema is super cold.. had fish and co and it was home sweet home..
talking abt sch stuff makes me dread it even more.. not sure why.. maybe because it's been one year plus since i studied.. maybe later on i won't dread it that much..

and, i really wonder how are you doing over there..

another month has passed and it's the 4th once again! (:
still going on~

well.. time really pass very fast during happy times.. esp today.. a whole day just pass with a blink of an eye.. if only the next 21 days will also pass very fast..

swim, swam, swum.. pizza hut-ted and Night at the Museum!
great exercise, nice food and funny movie! (:

please please let time pass slowly tmr.. Zhi's gonna fly and ya..
haiz.. his flight push forward and now, we got lesser time together tmr.. but, good thing is, i will be able to send him off at the airport..
i shall control and really control my tears there and then.. esp when this time round, i will be going back alone...

just hope everything will go smoothly for him.. hugss..



BOF OST - Xing Guang Lei Shui.wma -

and the thought of gg back to work on monday sucks.. when i still got 3 more rest days.. haha!

enjoy the emo song (:

feeling kinda down these few days..
maybe because Zhi gg overseas soon.. maybe because i'm feeling down cause i'm down..
maybe because monday blues..

not gonna send him off at airport cause he's taking the early morning flight again.. ):

spend another bomb on saturday.. just hope it works else my money will be wasted.. *prays*

i'm feeling tired.. if only i can have holidays and enjoy and have fun!!

blog about sun w moon again~