没有那么大的头就不要戴那么大的帽子

haiz.. sometimes i really don't understand.. if you don't have the means to carry on your bad habits, then what for do it so heavily.. i'm not a gold miner.. i can't always give you money.. if it's one two hundred, i'm fine with it. but HELL NO!
it's always 1/3 of my salary or even 1 whole mth of it! i have stopped getting money from you.. all my expenses are on me.. and still, you still ask from me..
and, the most disappointing thing is.. you don't even bother to leave one hundred in my account. you simply, happily withdraw all and left me the pathetic 33 bucks..
fuck..
even my cousin's mother would deposit 100 to her when her mother found out that she has less than 50 in her account. but me, no, you left me dry and dead.

seriously, i don't what to do.. zhi always ask me to stop giving, but, can i?
it's difficult to say no.. but, all these years.. w/o fail.. money given will never be returned..

ok, i knw i have started working and i should give you monthly expenses.. but, who would give 1/3 or full month salary.. don't we have expenses.. don't say shopping, transport, food is already a heavy portion..

oh crap..

out with dee and ziling on saturday before the mini class gathering in the evening..
walked ard orchard.. bgt Mooks shirt at a discounted price! Buy one get 2 free (:
so happy~ got new additions to my wardrobe..
watched PCD look alike contest at wisma too.. after that, i feel like fainting.. dunno why also..

head off to sun tec ard 3 plus and shopped ard! nothing much.. but, once we entered th quiksilver shop, that's it! hahaha
stayed there for quite some time.. they are having great sales!!
i bgt a skirt that costs $90 plus for only $25 plus cause of the 70% discount! so happy with myself..

met up with the rest and head for dinner at Shokudo Jap Food Bazaar..
there's a lot of food.. but, i was too hungry, so i settle for that rice wrap in egg with the chicken chop.. not bad.. had rosti and dessert too~
quite a nice place.. but.. the queue is quite long eh.. next time shall reserve. haha

went to my grandma hse on sunday.. had lunch and went to AMK Hub for Dark Knight! (:
never regret watching that.. nice nice.. though a little lost at some parts.. no eng subtitles la.. haha.. good show! but it's kinda scary at some scenes, and i'm hiding behind zhi. haha

went to his hse slacked, eat, watched tv and it was home sweet home..
i realize.. if we parted with a hug before he left for army, i will feel like crying.. but, if just a bye, i will be fine.. hmm...

watched the HK drama at my grandma hse and it reminds me of the below two songs~





till den~~

well.. i guess it has yet to reach the owner..
somehow, i feel that it's being lost somewhere..
or maybe the details ain't written clear enough..

blogged tmr again~

tired..

oh well.. my day out to sentosa was unsucessful.. haha..
met up with dee and ziling.. but but, it rain and rain and rain..
and, it's freaking cold man~ brrr~~~

didn't manage to tan, but manage to rain tan! wahahahaha!
bathed and went to shopped ard vivo.. and and, we had ben and jerry's ice cream!
yummified~

outta tmr!! well well.. hope all went well and that most of them will be able to come..
*prays*

and, now, i'm back to looking at clothes online.. i so want to buy them again..



till den~~ (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERENA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY!! (:

wa! i'm stuck at my objectives..
seriously don't knw what to set.. oh man~~

save me...

listening to this song brings back good old memories..



till then.. off to crack my brain for objectives..

still don't have the pictures.. make do with the little pics i have first (:

ahhh... ):

i don't knw what to set for my objectives for my year end appraisal..
and i've got to get it done by either wed or thurs.. i've a meeting with the manager regarding this matter.. oh man..
i'm dead..

how how how..

blogged abt sunday once i have the pictures from zhi's sis..

till then~~

work ain't that bad in the other department.. more of refreshing my brain and passing me those oustanding stuff..
hope it will be ok on the next 3 working days~

it's my last day for the NUS intern.. well.. kinda sad.. he gave me lots of advices, and in fact, he got me a perm job in ML. if it weren't for him, i don't think i will be able to remain in ML..
learnt some life skill stuff from him.. heard those stories that happen to him..
i'm happy i knw him, and i'm thankful his my colleague (:
you may not see it, but, THANKS A LOT JONATHAN

after all the things he told me.. something within me is ignited.. and, i'm really really glad!

had Breeks for lunch today.. (:
the food ain't that bad.. just that the fish has more taste than the spag.. haha.
nice ice cream too.. but the tomato soup taste so much like those red sauce spag.. but of course, not so thick.. yummy meal~ but, i've got to share to cost of the foodie.. but, i don't mind (:


CVG and CMG


Jonathan and me (my hair looks like lion!)


Breeks food..

lover boy booking out tmr! woohoo~

till den~~

woohoo~~

ha.. things really changed and nothing gonna make it right again..

oh well..
this is the first time i'm happy at work! laughing non stop!
all thanks to my colleagues (:

work have been rather good these days (:
thumbs up!

the clothes spree that i saw online have closed.. oh well.. not fated..
shall just wait and see if the spree comes again..

hmm.. well.. i hope it don't rains on that day.. or not it will be a wasted day..
*prays hard*

i just got this bad feeling again.. i guess my money gonna be gone again..
oh f***

off to watched dvds~

till den

bbq-ed on saturday (:

well well.. just a short little post.. more abt ytd will be blogged some time down the week..

things are different, things have changed..
too much is no good, too little ain't good too..
average would be good.. i guess..
shan't think too much anymore..

and, yes, i'm gonna change seat again tmr...

till then.. (:

i so wanna getaway to keep my mind free of things..

woke up earlier this morning cause there's a meeting at 9am.. but.... on my way to work, received a msg that says meeting cancelled.. haha..
had breakfast with colleague before heading to office. and, it was there and then that i realize my watch no batt!!

had lunch with nus intern and another colleague in another department.. next week will be the nus intern last week liao.. haha.. well.. will be helping out at another department again.. this time round, no help... haiz..

yeah! lover boy today can book out alrdy! so steady.. (:

bbq tmr!! can't wait too.. just hope it won't be too awkward.. hehe..
meeting lover boy tmr!!

till den.. (:

well well.. i am so tempted so buy the clothes!! oh man...

i've got the urge to go for shopping!!

the beach ball babe show is nice nice! so envy of their figures and their tan!

hope all will go well on saturday (:

hmm.. browsing ard some blogs that are selling clothes.. some are damn nice! and i am so so so tempted to get them.. somemore it's cheap!!
but i'm afraid of being cheated.. hmm... but, i really like the clothes...

i've learnt my lesson, i shan't be good to you anymore..

well.. if i didn't extend my contract, tmr will be my last day..
but, it's not my last day now..

still kinda stress is doing some things.. but, i think it will be better..
i don't knw why, somehow i just got this feeling that i will be transferred again..
i hope not.. cause, i really wanna stay in my current department..

till den~ shall continue with my online browsing!!

met up with zhi on saturday..

shopped ard plaza singapura.. but.. nothing much to walk and we got bored then..
thought of catching a movie, but nothing seems nice too..
went to the cathay and slacked at the cinema area.. talking and chatting and snapping..

after much waiting and all, the climax of the day arrives!
went to eat at absoulte haven! the place is nice.. atmosphere is romantic.. quite small restaurant.. but ambience is really great!
hmm.. menu don't really have much choices.. ordered the mushroom soup, chicken, the steak and the crepe for dessert..
mushroom and chicken so-so only. but the steak is nice! the crepe is even nicer! they even heat up the wine before pouring onto the crepe.. yummy~



dinner ain't that filling and thus off we go for rochor beancurd! my first time there.. beancurd and butterfly are nice.. and it was home sweet home (:



zhi met up with this bunkmates on sunday morning for basketball and went to his aunt house in the afternoon.. lunch was nice too.. watched tv and it was back home..

and he napped, soon it was dinner time.. watched spiderman 2 and it was time for him to book in..



i so love the weekends.. waking up and there! (:

misunderstood

till den~~ having bbq on saturday!! woohoo~

hmm.. work ain't good today..
i've got to handle USD which i nv really done any investigations for it before..
and as expected, i have difficulty doing it and i almost wanna give up.. feel so fed up!
did not finish my work.. got to finish it on mon..

had a dinner meet up with my another department with the sales assistant.. hmm.. things feels kinda werid.. but, it's ok after some warming up.. ate at coffee club, but the food ain't that nice anymore.. guess the standard drop alrdy..

and! i forget to bring my charger home! lucky my friend reminded me.. so, i walked back to get it before heading home..

glad to knw that zhi's guard duty is not on this saturday.. this fella, sneak oreo in and the officer did a check and he got caught.. some other ppl get caught also..
so, he have to do extra guard duty.. lucky not tmr!! (:
just hope the guard duty won't tire him out..

yeah! lover boy can book out at 11am tmr instead of 1pm! woots~ more time together!!

last but not least... HAPPY 27 MTHS! <3

till den~ i'm cramping like nuts.. and and no wild wild wet on sun ):

work have been kinda busy and tiring.. ):
worked till 9 plus ytd.. mth end, and there's lots to do.. so many ppl chasing for so many things.. we ain't superman nor superwoman..
darn tired and i took cab home..

and, i'm such a dead person today.. tired tired..
helping out again.. and worked till 8.. not that late, but no cab home..
and, i'm cramping like mad... argh...

oh, and my appeal for 2 uni ain't successful.. i'm glad i made the right choice. hehe

i so wanna go shopping.. go tanning.. go overseas!

have been reading blogs, browsing friendster.. read and see quite a number of ppl gg overseas, enjoying themselves.. i also wanna go.. really damn envious.. it's been so so so long since i went overseas alrdy..

i do hope, i will have the chance to get my ass out of Singapore.
anyone wanna accompany me?!?

till den...

weekends are coming!!!!!

oh well.. i think i shan't complain too much eh..

work's alright.. but guess tmr gonna be a busy busy day ):
hope there won't be much ot.. *prays*

i don't think i can finish the 4th storybook in time.. hahaha..
and, i'm not sure when do i want to return them. but but.. must be by sunday.. or not have to pay fine..
if only harbour front has a library.. i will be a bookworm!
thought of renting books and read.. but but.. it's expensive!!

till den ~