it happens again.. same incident..
seriously f*** that person who makes things turn out this way. why must that person appear.. that person makes everything change..
now, i guess the rubber band which is being over stretched, is going to break and, that will be the end..

do they like things to turn out this way. i don't knw what i can do.
i am feeling so terrible that the tears keep dropping like nobody's business..
i really thought things has changed and that incident is so so over, but, i'm wrong.. it's not over, and things have changed for the worse.

i can no longer do anything..

work as per normal.. but at ard 10am, i was told that i am to be transferred to another department. was shocked.. cause, it's really a short notice.. though i knw i will be transferring over, but thought 2-3 days notice will be given..

team had a farewell lunch for me and another colleague (she's also transferring to another department) well well.. had Hog's Breath Cafe.. erm.. the food okok nia. not very nice.. but the mud pie is nice! haha.

did filing and packing and more filing.. hands filled with paper cuts and cardboards slits.

pictures~~



well, i guess leopards can't change their spots overnight! but, for this, is, can't change their spots forever..

chatted with my cousin on msn ytd.. somehow, what he said abt NS reduced my worried-ness.. just hope all will be fine for him, for me and for everyone..

fri's coming.. oh man.. pray hard. haha
next fri is a happy event! woohoo~~ can't wait for sat..

oh ya! take care lover boy (:
get well really soon~~ hugss <3

till den.. cheers~~

no one understands how i feel..
no one knws the tears i dripped, the tears i teared at night..
no one is there at night..

why.. why must this happen again and again..
no matter how much i want to stand firm and be strong, i will still give in..

i really really feel like running away..
running away from you..
running away from this place..

work had been ok i guess. there ain't much things for me to do since the intern is doing my things.. i wonder when will i be transferred to the next department.
there are pros and cons. pros, i don't get to have much contact with that irritating colleague, which is gd! cons, got to start learning all over again, and i guess, there will be more OTs for this new job~~

went to zhi's father place for dinner on wed.. was late cause i was held up in work.. had cafe cartel and it was chatting with his little brother.. so cute! his brother even act out the Mocca Advertisement (the muscle man). so hilarous! hahaha.
sing birthday song, cut the cake, eat the cake and it was home sweet home.. reached home kinda late, but it's ok. cause i seldom reach home so late. (:
it's gd to reach home late once in a while..


celebrated zhi's birthday with him ytd..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI JIA AKA JEFF AKA LOVER BOY! (:

well well.. another irritating fella make me pissed off and teared in the office..
i really wonder why is there is kind of person in this world..

i merely ask that person how to carry on from there cause i am unsure of what to do. then, that person come and shoot me saying i don't knw my stuff. damn pissed off. i nv come across this kind of thing before, and he come and say these kind of stuff. when i tried explaining, he didn't give me a chance. f man.
am i wrong to ask qns when i don't knw. it's like that the matter is so huge until it would take up his time the whole day. haiz..
just can't stand him.

anyway, pray hard everything goes well on thurs and next fri~~

damn pissed off..

if only i can just run away

ahhh... 1 week break is over for me..
it's back to work tmr~~

i'm dreading it.. but, i guess i will get used to it soon.. gonna learn new things..
i do hope i will be able to handle it..

wish me luck~

went to sim open hse on fri with trudy. not much to see, haha. and went back to sch to get replacement for the results slip. i stupidly threw it away thinking it's not impt. haha
got to pay $3 per results slip somemore.. but, no choice la..

went to meet zhi for dinner on fri. the mickey mouse store having sale.. and, we (me,zhi, and his colleague) bgt 5 pieces, which entitles us to 70% discount! wohooo~ it's really a great bargain..
a $29.90 shirt becomes $8 plus and a $79.90 shirt becomes $24 plus and a $39.90 shirt becomes $12!

shopped a little after that, bgt chewy juinor to eat and it was home sweet home..
i wanted to get a new pair of heels, but can't seem to find a suitable one..

till den..~~~

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

nice nice song~~

signed the contract alrdy.. 10 March to 9 July. then it will be resting period before i start uni (if i can get in)
met zhi on tue for lunch at pizza hut~~ student meal~ yummy yummy..
shopped ard, bgt some stuff and went to library to wait for him. shopped ard before heading for dinner, and it was home sweet home..

that particular staircase will be filled with many memories~~

till den.. cheers~~

one week break for me now. no work tmr! (:
happy happy~~ i think i will be dreading it when sunday is here.. cause, i will have to start work till ___ (don't knw when)
i have yet to sign the contract.

meeting zhi got lunch on tue.. not sure what i'm gonna do for the rest of the days.. wanna do smth, but that smth got to spoil at this time. sian~~

well well.. how would you feel when you wake up earlier just to get smth (smth that can be eaten/drink) for someone to express that you are grateful for the help rendered, but in the end, that smth was just being left there and maybe throw away w/o being taken?
i was sad and depressed. wonder why that person will do that. haiz..

had a little meet up with some people on fri and sat. nice chat and all..

till den.. cheers~~