haiz.. knowing my didi get scolded everyday since thurs, makes me sad.. it's not like he totally never study and just play throughout the PSLE days..
it's not like going into NA means it's the end of the world.. why can't he just understand that.. gg to NA can also get into express if results are good, can also get into poly, even uni..
he keep saying we didn't try our best, we didn't meet his expectations.. who do he think we are.. perfect human who will never make a single mistake? no one is perfect in this world.. not even him.. not everyone is born to have the perfect brain to study damn well and get all As..
when my didi tell me he said that about me, my heart break.. my tears just fall down right in front of my didi.. it hurts like hell.. f***

now, he's making everyone avoiding him.. i would try to go out early, before he wakes up and come home before he reach home..
a home is not a home anymore.. a family is not a family anymore..

and, she's complaining, and i just hate listening to the conversation.. but, i knw, she needs to have an outlet to vent out..

i really don't knw what i can do anymore..
i want lover boy.. ):