haiz.. kept myself real real busy today.. never have i done so much things before..
don't wanna let my mind wander around.. but somehow, tears still fall..
seeing my bro trying to put up a brave front in sch, and coming back with tears.. it really makes me sad..
it's difficult to be strong in front of him.. but, i have to..

worse thing is, he's gonna have exams on mon.. haiz..

5 days of no communication with zhi... haiz.. i really miss him lots.. never have i miss someone so much before.. guess it's because too many things had happened and so on..
i really really miss him...

mum's still not ok.. still needs to be observed.. i really hope and pray that she will be fine..

ineedsomeone