没有那么大的头就不要戴那么大的帽子

haiz.. sometimes i really don't understand.. if you don't have the means to carry on your bad habits, then what for do it so heavily.. i'm not a gold miner.. i can't always give you money.. if it's one two hundred, i'm fine with it. but HELL NO!
it's always 1/3 of my salary or even 1 whole mth of it! i have stopped getting money from you.. all my expenses are on me.. and still, you still ask from me..
and, the most disappointing thing is.. you don't even bother to leave one hundred in my account. you simply, happily withdraw all and left me the pathetic 33 bucks..
fuck..
even my cousin's mother would deposit 100 to her when her mother found out that she has less than 50 in her account. but me, no, you left me dry and dead.

seriously, i don't what to do.. zhi always ask me to stop giving, but, can i?
it's difficult to say no.. but, all these years.. w/o fail.. money given will never be returned..

ok, i knw i have started working and i should give you monthly expenses.. but, who would give 1/3 or full month salary.. don't we have expenses.. don't say shopping, transport, food is already a heavy portion..

oh crap..