and, i was kinda relieved that this matter was solved... even if the company don't wanna extend my contract any longer, i can look for jobs elsewhere. though it may not be easy, but if i don't expect too much, i believe it will be fine..

but... this morning.. when i'm on my way to work.. i suddenly have the urge to just study the 3 years.. and, i drown myself in thinking about the choices, the reasons and all..

and, at that moment when i felt so lost, felt so alone, i've got no one to talk to.. i miss zhi.. and i teared.. when i wanna talk to him and all, i can only wait till at night.. i really miss him..
though i will send him sms, but they will only be read at night.. but, i guess it helps a little..

at the end of the day, i decided to work first.. and i emailed my manager regarding my extension.. and i leave after that.. didn't wait for her reply and all.. was too afraid to know the answer..

and, today's UOL eCR.. means, we got to choose our modules.. haha.. well, i went to kpo and see ard.. hmm.. not as complicated as what i think it is.. haha.. and the timetable ain't that bad.. but, really can work part time.. haha..

whether the appeal is successful or not, i will just open the letter/website with a open mind.. i have prepared myself for the rejected letter.. so yup..

i miss you