hmm.. today ain't really a good day for me..

well, i may not be extended in my current deparment.. but, somehow, i have prepared myself for the worse.. i didn't put much hopes on it.. but, i'm still sad..
just hope i will be able to find jobs..

next.. the withdrawal from SIM.. there's this sentence that really scare the hell out of me.. they say smth like 'returned' students will have a lower percentage of getting into the sch when the reapply next time..
not sure if it's true.. or not just pray and hope that i will be able to get into local uni. then all the problems will be solved.

it's a friday today.. when i leave my office, saw ppl who went out, have programmes.. but, i'm back home.. it's sad..
felt so empty.. felt so lonely..

colleagues have been great... they cheered me up, try not to bring up the NS topic.. they are really good..

8 more days.. can't wait.. he said that trainings are tougher now.. tired.. sun burn.. muscle aches and stuff..
just hope all these will end soon.

till den..