why talk about family ties when you are the one who started drifting away first..
if you hadn't had ___ last time, would things turn out this way..
everything changed cause of you..
ok, maybe i'm at fault too. but, i had always tried to make things better, but, things just wouldn't get any better.. the tears, the hurt that i been through..
it makes me give up..

but, cny, the chalet, i'm really happy to see things change. but, yet today, a happy dinner turned sour..

i don't knw what else i can do anymore..