i'm so dreading it.. oh man.. i'm so stressed up too.. ):

hmm.. i wonder if it's true.. when you keep having the thought that you are dreading it, you will grow to dislike it..
but, it happened one time during my sec sch days.. i dislike my bio teacher, and thus, i dislike bio.. hmm..

4 more days.. and, i'm so unprepared.. ahhh!!

i just wanna run away...

or mayb give me more hours a day.. so i can study more.. but.. on second thoughts, this would mean that it will take longer HOURS to the exams.. hmm... maybe it isn't gd after all..

i so miss my old hair.. and, that's so random..

i guess i need a visit to the temple to ease and keep myself calm.. (but i just went today) maybe i can try mediating there..

i'm blabbering.. and, i don't wanna study.. no no.. cannot cannot.. later i really don't study..

GET BACK TO YOUR NOTES AND BOOKS......

i shall drown myself in the piles of notes and question...... tomorrow....