stairs.. outside.. tears.. bus.. toilet..
afraid. insecure. hurt. assurance.
hate myself. why.
i wanna get drunk.. got the urge to just drink and just lay on the bed..
if only i have alcoholic drink with me now..
if only i can just stay out all night..
if only i've got ur shoulder to lean on..
if only i've got ur hugs..
i'm lost. i'm sad. i'm afraid. i'm not ok.
#%@#!


