felt so alone.. felt so lonely..
sadness juz feel my heart.. it affects me big time..

the thought of it just send tears down my cheeks..
even when i am pen-ning this down..
even when i sms.. even when i eat..

it hurts so much.. i just wanna run away..
run away and never come back..

i'm sorry if i bring down ur mood, but, i can type wat i like..
u can don't read if u dun wanna it to affect you..

what is it like to just run away..
what is it like to just leave..

my feelings are nv known.. or shd i say __ don't even bother.. ha..

i'm tired.. really tired of all these..
when i actually thought things are really better, it brought me down AGAIN..

i'm not gonna put any more hopes on you, you and you..
i had enough of disappointment..
not only this but other matters too..

the saying is true.. 'the greater hopes you have, the greater disappointment you have'
things are different.. more distant..
felt so unloved.. felt so uncare..
is the care n love i've got last time superficial..

enough...

where are you.. i need you..
wishing that you would be here..
don't leave me..

till den..