hmm.. a few things are off my mind now. juz hope she is really speaking the truth and not hiding anything frm me. seeing her like tat, really breaks my heart. juz hope nothin bad will happen along the way.. *cross fingers*
seriously, things will nv be the same anymore. even if it is back to the old times, the thing within us will be gone. is not there anymore. sometimes, it seems to me tat u talk to me for the sake of talking to me. but, she tell me tat u dunno how to care, tat's why u are like tat.
when will i haf back the old u. when can i haf those happy n fun moments wif u again. when when. when haf u become so ruthless. how i wish i could scold u, tell u wat is on my mind.. but, i can't.
how i wish i could run away from all these. but i can't. i need to be there.
felt so much better than last week. anyway, i pai seh-ed myself today! oh my.. ahhh!! so pai seh. shan't talk abt it again.. oh man.. haha.
anyway, i had long long weekends this week. mon no class. but got to run some errands for project. there goes my rotting at home day.. haha. till den.. tata!!