but till ard 10 plus i am dead tired but lucky dee and me were msging each other. haha. tat kept me awake.
oh ya. erena say she bgt bdae prezzy for me alrdy. wonder wat it is. haha. she say tat i am gonna damn love it. haha. den tat kind of evil laughter. haha.
i was frustrated these few days. think cause of work ba. den those ppl. oh my god. dunno wat to say la. haha. but, i was kinda sad abt this thing tat i am gonna talk abt.
it's abt my daddy. is like i work till 11 plus 12 like tat. den i go home alone. if there is mrt, i take mrt. if no, i take taxi. den is like dangerous for me to go home alone. den every nite, he dun bother to call to ask if i have reach home. last time he will ask me to call which is only once. den after when i am going home ask me to take care. now, nothin at all. even my god dad and my aunt care more abt me. they will call me to check if i haf reach home or sometimes ask me to wait for my dad den go home together cause they worried. is like. my daddy. is business more impt than her real daughter? even my mum wait up for me till i come home no matter how late i reach home. i seriously dunno wat to say. anyway, juz wanna say it out so i will feel better. bye.
i juz wanna u to care more abt me. can i hope for tat???


